So, I've been reading historical fiction lately, which I knew was a gamble because I love love love history and when you start writing about it with a fictional twist, I'm thinking damn I need to google all of this shit so I can see whats true and what's not... so I do alot of googling, but I've caught the vapors with The Other Boleyn Girl and The Constant Princess by Philippa Gregory. I am all into the scandal of the court. I mean when I think about the fact that all your life is lived in a palace and so you are trying to angle your way into the best marriage with the best person, and you can't move and meet some new folks and if the king says so.. it is.. DAYUM. I dont know if I could handle that....
Also. Anne Boleyn was a bitch... I feel like that Kanye verse in Deuces goes straight to her!! She was trippin.. so overwhelmed with power and shit.. that she was a BITCH!!!
I mean seduce a king.. become queen and end up with your head in a basket.. hot damn.. I feel bad for the chic.. but she kinda got what she deserved. oops.
boredom is a bitch
1. Last beverage: rum and coke
2. Last phone call: ericka
3. Last text message: eric
4. Last song you listened to: Falling to Pieces by Script
5. Last time you cried: in bed two weeks ago
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on: yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No.
9. Lost someone special: Yup
10. Been depressed: indeed
11. Been drunk and threw up: Yes.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Purple
13. Blue
14. coral
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: Yes
17. Laughed until you cried: Indeed
18. Met someone who changed you: all time time.. bringing out the best.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: uhhh, except this isnt 9th grade and i dont give a damn.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes. a few of them ;-)
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life? 98%
23. How many kids do you want? 2
24. Do you have any pets? nopers, but almost bought a hamster the other day
25. Do you want to change your name? only if it's to hers.
26. What did you do for your last birthday? HS reunion
27. What time did you wake up today? 6:35am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night? Sleeping
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: our date
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last weekend
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my arm flab.
32. How many times have you made cookies? more than I can count
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? Yes.
34. Who is getting on your nerves now? everyone under 21
35. Most visited webpage: Gmail
36. Whats your real name: If you are reading this you should know.
37. Nicknames: Babe, Karma, Kam, and other stuff.
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Lusty Leo
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Primary School?: was awesome
42. Secondary School?: was awesome
43. High school/college? finished both.
44. Hair color: brown
45. Tall or short: medium
46. Height: 5'4
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: indeed
48: What do you wanna do right now? number 47
49. Piercings: yup
50: Tattoos: 1
51. Righty or lefty: right
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: Wisdom teeth
53. First piercing: Ears... don't remember how old.
54. First best friend online: my same bff offline
55. First sport you joined: gymnastics
56. First vacation: Baltimore, MD
57?
58. First pair of trainers: training wheels... never had em... training bra.. never had one either.
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Nothing.
60. Drinking: Nothing.
61. I'm about to: check my phone
62. Listening to: Colbert Report
63. Waiting for: nothing
64. Want kids?: yup
65. Get married?: one day
66. Career: indeed
67. Lips or eyes: can I look in your eyes as I'm kissing your lips?
68. Hugs or kisses: Hug me while I kiss you please
69. Shorter or taller: shorter
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantically spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
73. Sensitive or loud: huh?
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
(where's 75?)
76. Kissed a stranger: yup
77. Drank hard liquor: yup
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope.
79. Paid for the first date: yes. for her...
80. Broken someone's heart: yup
81. Broken someone's hip? Nope
82. Been arrested: nope
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: Yes
85. Fallen for a friend: Yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes
87. ghosts? not sure
88. Love at first sight: not for me..
89. Heaven: is right here on earth
90. Santa Claus: is in your heart
91. Kiss on the first date: i hope so
92. Angels and demons: No
93. Your Future?: yup
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No
95. Did you sing today?: yup
96. Ever got cheated on?: yup
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: ummmmmmm Pyramid completion.. .
98. The moment you would choose to relive?: last night...
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: No
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths?: No
Yo Yo Yo
So my minister left the church in September.. and church just hasn't been the same. So I haven't been going and I have totally completely missed having my weekly nourishment. I mean, I read and I journal and I pray everyday, but something about having a spiritual teacher give you a message once a week just makes a difference..
So without my weekly word.. I've found myself detached, off center, just messed up in the game... and I have found myself dwelling on the things that I don't like about my life.. both small and large... whether it be... the annoying fact that my fingernails are weak and brittle, or the check engine light on my car...or the different relationships that I am over critiquing to my personal demise... and that shit is stupid.
Focus on negative and what do you get? more negative..
so bump that.. let me tell you some of the awesomeness I got going..
1. my mommy is the best.
2. I got new perfume
3. I got new plants and they are beautifully odd
4. I got new chucks!
5. I get to spend 50 hours a week doing what I love to do with people who I truly truly do love.
6. I have friends and family who call me just to say I was thinking about you.
7. I have money. well enough to do what I need to do and some of what I want.
8. I got treated to free meals yesterday :-)) WOOT WOOT!
9. My friends trust me.
10. I wake up happy. And go to sleep happy.
11. She is the shit!! For real. :-)
12. Her legs... yes!!!!!!!!!!!
13. I went to spoken word and the poet actually said "I'm going to twix on your mounds" as a part of his sex poem and it was HILARIOUS. I bust up laughing.. hahahaha small moments kick ass.
So without my weekly word.. I've found myself detached, off center, just messed up in the game... and I have found myself dwelling on the things that I don't like about my life.. both small and large... whether it be... the annoying fact that my fingernails are weak and brittle, or the check engine light on my car...or the different relationships that I am over critiquing to my personal demise... and that shit is stupid.
Focus on negative and what do you get? more negative..
so bump that.. let me tell you some of the awesomeness I got going..
1. my mommy is the best.
2. I got new perfume
3. I got new plants and they are beautifully odd
4. I got new chucks!
5. I get to spend 50 hours a week doing what I love to do with people who I truly truly do love.
6. I have friends and family who call me just to say I was thinking about you.
7. I have money. well enough to do what I need to do and some of what I want.
8. I got treated to free meals yesterday :-)) WOOT WOOT!
9. My friends trust me.
10. I wake up happy. And go to sleep happy.
11. She is the shit!! For real. :-)
12. Her legs... yes!!!!!!!!!!!
13. I went to spoken word and the poet actually said "I'm going to twix on your mounds" as a part of his sex poem and it was HILARIOUS. I bust up laughing.. hahahaha small moments kick ass.
Cooking
Okay, I don't love cooking, but I LOVE eating home cooking and it finally dawned on me that I can cook... I can make some good stuff.. with simple ingredients.. maybe it's a little overdone, maybe a little too hot, maybe cajun but HEY.. I love eating food that I made cuase I know exactly what's in it.. I know exactly what i'm eating and I know I am doing myself and my wallet a favor. .I cooked two new things this week. GO ME! :-)